Sunday, April 25, 2004
why is the world so cruel to its people?
why is there suffering?
why is there hate?
why is there grief?
why is there pain?
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haix.. today go tuition for.. hmM.. lemme count.. 5 hours.. sat there freezing and starving like a retard.. do finish maths homework there and keep bugging my tuition teacher give me more.. those primary skool kids look cute and i really envy them.. how come i didn't cherish my pri skool life? and then i realise..
we always take people for granted, and that we can do nothing when we realise, when we are guilty, and when we apologise.
is it too late already? i dunno.. i really dunno what to do already.. everything has happened so fast.. i can hardly remember the day i breathed my first. ( nobody remembers anyway ).. i have been online for like 7 hours today... we are still not talking.. when you are under stress, must the people u take out on be us? i really dun understand.. all of us have to fulfill different expectations.. it is not like we do not care.. i am reduced to having nothing to say about this.. no matter what i say.. still.. nothing.. we both fear that this is the end... what u did have made us very worried for u.. but when u see us u give us such cold reactions.. i really have nothing to say.. feeling very lost and misguided.. our worries have not ended.. we hope that this has not ended.. and i hope
our greatest fears will not come to face reality.
Valerie RANTED. 7:54 PM
