=> I wanna be the MINORITY. got a problem with that?

Monday, August 02, 2004

i'm just so confused lor. dunno what happen. u think i like it in my class? at least u still got frwens in your class.. pair work i'm alone. go down for recess i'm alone.go down for lunch i'm alone. go home i'm alone.

i'm practically dying lor. now also no mood for anything le. no mood for studying. not even mood for band lor.

the only close friend i ever had in 3f has not talked to me for almost a month God knows why.
if u think i'm kidding, i'm dead serious. i am on the verge of emotional breakdown already.
why? my parents are telling me to get an 80 for all subjs in common test to learn violin. i'm so damn pissed already. in class no friend. go band you all angry. go with you all kena left out.

whats the fucking meaning of life?

that fucking idiot doesnt give a damn about me either. the english teacher told me i need to have a life in class. i owe somebody a hundred and fifty bucks.

you really want to know how i feel?
i'll tell you : I WANT TO DIE. ok?

i know i treating u all very badly. my fault ok? dun so angry. maybe i just need time to get over this mess lor. 2 ways nia ... 1: take my own fucking time to get this done... 2. kill myself.

i dun feel anything good about this. i'm developing the hellish attitude of a lian.
come to school dao
in school dao
after school dao

oh fuck.

Valerie RANTED. 7:05 PM