Friday, September 10, 2004

fucked up.. haiz... failure in life..thats wad i feel ba.. sorrie cf.. i bad mood lar...dunnoe wad to do..
where u go? why so hard find u? i dunnoe.. but i feel like a witness of some sort of the end of the world thing... i really dunnoe wad everybodee want... and is it so hard to face life? do we really take things for granted? sometimes we really dun treasure the things that we took advantage of. and when we lose it, no matter how much u regret.. u can never have it back... life is like this... i just need to sit and think.. just hope that cf wun get sooooo many pple.. really pissed just now.. all i want is to take time away from reality.. not open a party.. maybe tmr i will blade and forget everything.. sigh.. die le... addicted le.. got the craving to blade and i wun be surprised if i go there myself the next time.. then by then i will be pro le.. hmmmm...

in deep thoughts....
what will happen if i die one day without notice?
will you cry?
nope.. doubt so.. i dun even have a place in your pea brain.. not to mention your heart.
11 months... sick and tired... really...
and my bloody wasted heart will continue...sigh...
pissed off.



Valerie RANTED. 8:49 PM

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