Friday, February 25, 2005

nobody was there. i'm reduced to nothing but a flea. a bloody flea. a good for nothing, irritating, pain in the ass, stupid, dumb retard flea with poor understanding of maths and science and everything.
a flea God gave up on.
why can't i be selfish for once? why care for others more than myself? is that worth it? afterall, i'll just be forgotten. oh joy! everybody's glad common tests are over and i'm crying my eyes dry. why haven i realised that i had been used and thrown around like paper napkin? i used hate watching pple cry. now i cry almost every day. where's my determination gone to? where are you? i can't find u anywhere! how come i am able to withstand being treated worse then a dog for 3 years and yet, fall under depression now?? i wanna die. i can't. i'm a humji. i'm a fucking loser with a messed up life.do You hate me so much u can't bear to let me survive?
my heart bleeds like nobody's business.
blood.
crimsom, thick blood.
i'm a bloody failure. i cant even prove that triangles are congruent.
i'm not going to care anymore. no more. i'm going to just keep quiet and live the rest of my shite life.
no love. no music. no hope. no light.


Valerie RANTED. 10:13 PM

theMINORITY

]]_wish*list_[[