Sunday, May 29, 2005
i have never studied to the extent that my parents tell me to stop.
anyway my dad told me i should quit school and clean up the house after he saw my report book.. lolx.. anyway..
17 postcards. 594 phrases. 157 sentences.i have never written so many chinese words in my entire life...
anyway.. i think i owe rex and chintow an explanation..
i cannot afford to lose any more time. i cannot slack anymore.
hence i have decided to withdraw from the so -called formation of our band. u guys can afford it cos your results are good as compared to mine. i can't.
i cannot afford to play or hang around anymore.
i want to pass my o levels.i'm sorry.
was be yourself day yesterday... whole class wear class tee.. somebody tell me.. *********** is a poser.. cant bring myself to agree.. he/she is my good friend. heartstrings day was totally crap. what is a carnival without good food? had fashion parade "EEE!" my ass off at **********( different from above mentioned).. some pple can really dress.. some cant. oh well.. went to spc for lunch with shortie and dory.. then to bugis to take photo (dory wanted to.. i tot i could barely smile after looking at the horrid results) and then to watch madagascar ( much to my approval).. lolx..
"dun pity yourself." this sentence has made a huge impact in my life. well.. it's courtesy of mdm wi.. well its something i have learnt to do. dun pity yourself. tears will take the time meant for other things, such as studying studying and studying... feste is so handsome. he's gort a huge tattoo on his arm! well.. i want one on my wrist.. a lizard.. but doubt my parents will let me...
everyone is going for the DSA thingy.. well.. i cant.. thats something for sure (only my lower secondary results were acceptable).. mrs kong said i have improved.. i think its only something she said to an wei me.. my L1R5 has gotten worse. thanks to the bloody humanities. bloody hell. i'm gonna mug during the holidays except for the days before and after my birthday ( and my birthday!)
speaking of DSA.. i think i have decided.. i cant risk attempting suicide when i'm 17 or 18. so it may be a no no for jc for me..
so ... i'll try mass comm.. maybe try the SAE.. can get into it easier.. then come out maybe can furthur studies in singapore..(never overseas.i trust singaporean education).. then maybe lead a boring life as a PR consultant or a journalist..
music? "mei you qian tu" in singapore. see how lar.. lolx..
will not be online very often le..
adios.
-valzie`
Valerie RANTED. 12:53 AM
