Saturday, June 18, 2005
didnt go zoo as planned.. =( but had a wunderful day with tow and linz.. they came over to my hse drenched and got bdae cake! thanks! tow gave me a paul frank slipper.. haha.. cute.. =)
went to marina arcade play awhile... den go bowling.. haha.. tow dropped the ball.. and i almost fell.. horrigible.. hahhaha.. then go walk walk then go home.. lidat lorh... haha..
thanks to tow for the slippers and changming for the tigger! haha..
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my relationship with God is not very close the previous few days.. considering the fact that i didnt go to church camp =( just think that i missed out alot after looking at kalis' blog.. "MISS YOU GUYS AND WORSHIPPING GOD AS A CG!"....i felt something like being emotionally and perhaps spiritually detached from Him..then yesterday night God sent me a message.. woke up crying and feeling horrible.. cried and prayed and cried some more.. felt like shit.. until i felt His presence beside me..its.. undescribable..then i turned to Deuteronomy 11..Love and Obedience.. dun ask me why.. i just did it.. well.. in Dueteronomy 11:13, it says 'And it shall be that if you earnestly obey My commandments which I command you today, to love the Lord your God and serve Him with all your heart and with all your soul".. then this chapter goes on about how i should and i will keep the commandments.. actually i also dunno why lehz.. was feeling happy cos i tot i going to the zoo.. then when i laid on my bed i felt terrible inside.. very terrible..dunno why i chose to type this here lehs.. got the feeling lorhs.. well.. the feeling of being far away from God is like.. like.. dying.. really...
dunno if any of my cg members will read this.. but well.. since i type already.. its meant to be read.. well.. like wad they say..
PUSH! Pray Until Something Happens!!
God is everywhere! here! there! everywhere! i remember today at foodcourt at suntec.. i saw this shirt someone was wearing.. it says "God is great!" i can remember it.. its yellow.. but dunno who wear the shirt.. well.. what can i say?
God is great!
=)
Valerie RANTED. 12:35 AM
