Monday, June 13, 2005
i cant sleep..i'm craving for homework suddenly.. wad is wrong with me? homework has turned me into a completely different person! going to bathe.. then going to do homework.. its.. 12.32am now.. wow.. wow.. i cant believe it.. anyway.. am hearing the marble sounds at my ceiling.. ST tells us that it can be the plumbling or the flooring.. or my upstairs neighbour playing marbles.. i dun even know if they have any kids.. haha.. my bad.. anyway.. read rex's blog just now.. music..
music in singapore is.. what we call mei you qian tu.. too bad lar.. we are born on the wrong side of earth.. theatre and drama also.. actually i'm quite interested in drama.. considering the malvolio part i played was.. well.. okay.. but.. wow.. imagine me as actor on the stage.. mmmm..
lolx.. my future.. not yet determined.. i may go jc, poly, ITE, retake o levels as private candidate, retain, drop out.. et cetera.. lolx..my future lies in God's hands.. or its been written down in His huge book already.. well.. it's not known to me lar.. but God has everything planned out for us.. He knows everything.. well.. He sent me to the school in NONE of my choices.. hard to imagine what will it be like if i was posted to somewhere else.. He gave me a chance to discover my love for music when i was 8.. He gave me everything i needed.. and now.. i keep complaining..
i'm a sloth man...if u dunno wad is a sloth.. it's the laziest animal on earth.. maybe like wad u guys sa.. dun let what other pple say affect u.. am i too complacent in my english? well.. first of all.. its the ONLY subject i am happy about. but to use the word COMPLACENT. well.. i'm not a pro, obviously.. i do my homework.. i read books in a month that is equivalent to the amount some people read in a year.. its just that u dun know.. complacent? ok lorh.. maybe i should like.. memorise the dictionary or something.. i didnt say i'm pro lar.. but i know thats not wad u mean.. i knew u felt it that way on the day of english seminar.. i know u dun mean it.. but.. wa lao.. haix..
when i dropped the pure sciences.. i had the mindset thinking.. phew.. now i got time for my other subs.. esp. my maths.. then pple ask me "what makes u think u can do well in combined science?" i nv say i CONFIRM can do well.. at least i have some breathing space.. haix.. why are there so many misunderstandings and misinterpretations? how can u not care about wad pple think of you? i'd rather die than have somebody calling me a bitch about something i'm not aware of... aiyah.. i'm crapping.. i need a bath and my homework..
Valerie RANTED. 12:36 AM
