Monday, June 27, 2005

its 2.27am.. school starts in a few hours... what am i doing here? i'm savouring the last few hours of my so called freedom.. from the minute i step into school i'll become a complete nerd. so wun be here too often. if u guys see me online too often, SLAP ME.
ok.. lets see.. am i ready for school yet? haha.. well.. NO. i dunn wanna go back.. i dunn wanna study.. i wanna stay at home and rot my ass away watching love actually reruns. haha. life in paradise..
oh well.. went for dinner then to a funeral of my daddy's brother.. dun recall knowing him (considering the fact that our family is very big..) then realised.. life is indeed, a very fragile thing. we must learn to cherish everyone.. everything..enemies included.. like wad the bible says.. Love your enemies.. hmm..but is it very easy to say i love you? or are human beings made in such a way that they are born awkward to say such things? these 3 words are magic themselves. i must admit i dare not say them to my family.. why? i'm not too sure myself.. are we in a position whereby we could lose something just by saying tat? i dun think so..haix.. i also dunnoo.. well.. today's words of wisdom..
anyway.. i was thinking.. wad will i be after i finish my o levels? will i be smartly dressed in a nice jc uniform? in home clothes? ite's mismatching uniforms? or back to the ugly one i've been wearing for 4 years.. well.. i also dunno man.. lets just hope its something good..
ok.. this will be my last post in a while... let me go maple-ing one last time and bid it farewell in Add or Remove Programmes.
good day.


Valerie RANTED. 2:26 AM

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