Thursday, August 04, 2005

i hate taf club. i hate the way it works. i hate the feeling of getting out of bed thinking about how many rounds round the track i'm going to make. i hate the blisters i got. i hate it when i have to care about my weight when i dont wanna care. i hate the way people who are seriously overweight dun have to go while we have to. i hate getting scolded when my blisters hurt while running my 8th round.
AHHHHH..
sian ar.. tmr still got to go taf.. pe still have to pay back 6 rounds.. it'll be a miracle if i can tahan till amaths test. my stomach hurts even when i laugh. why? because of the additional situps i did to lose weight to get up. i feel so stressed. its not because of school work or tests or anything. its about taf club.
didnt go today.. had trouble getting out of bed. backache. the teachers sure think i pon one.
i hate the feeling after i run. its too bad i'm just a tad fat. i dun care. right now i'm more concerned about me trying to keep myself awake. i dont see the running helping.
driven to the point of not minding extreme pills. too bad i dun have the money. or i would have stormed into a pharmacy to get one on tuesday.
i'll be SO GLAD when prelims and o levels start.


Valerie RANTED. 8:30 PM

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